What have I done?…I never thought the day would come where I wont recognize you but now they day is here and I’m ashamed that I never really knew you…you were my rock my helping hand when the chips were down I would call you and know its like you cant remember my name…I did this to me trust me I can see the second I stepped off that plane things changed because I am so far away…I thought maybe im tripping maybe he’s just busy but days and weeks pasted and you grew colder and colder…now your so icy even the slightest touch gives frost bite…you where the one I almost stayed for the one who I cried for as I boarded the plane…I knew what I was doing I hoped for the best but I never guessed what this would do to you…me being far away I can tell is breaking your heart…so know your on guard you don’t want to feel anymore pain so your pushing me away…and it hurts because I understand and I can’t be mad because I knew how you felt…I never thought this day would come…what have I done?

Desiree T. Tucker